Even Contradictions Are Part Of Our Integrity

I wrote a paper on Tupac Shakur in college. Not that I was or am a huge fan of his, but I love hip hop. It is my first musical love. And I felt like I’d have plenty to write about this character. And I did. I researched about him, listened to his music, studied […]

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If I Could Bottle This Up And Mail It To You…

Jesus fucking Christ. Gat damn Life is good so beautiful so full complete overflowing beautiful beautiful beautiful I just had a moment. It started with a meditation, really just sitting in my chair with music in my ears, leaning into the abyss within and dropping in… open to invisible secrets, inaudible whispers intangible feelings. I […]

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For the Love of God Can You Just Let Life Love You

Life loves you. I hope you know that. I hope you believe it. I hope you feel it. It really does, with all of itself. Lol. With all of Life itself, Life loves you. It does not feel that it is owed anything from you, any level of productivity or good done for humanity or […]

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I’m Me, You’re You. It’s Enough.

I’m me. You’re you. It’s enough. This morning, I had some thoughts of  ‘I’m not ‘getting it” ‘I’m behind’ ‘Wtf am I doing with my life’ ‘Am I on track?…” ‘She/he is doing what I want to do, so well. What’s up with me?’ ‘What am I doing wrong?’ Stuff like that. You ever think […]

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Trusting Yourself Is A Form of Enlightenment and Rebellion

I’m reading the Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. It’s a go-at-your-own-pace book that assists people tap into their creativity. Some of it feels outdated to me, but for the most part, it’s good shit. It’s not just for career artists (playwrights, authors, painters, etc). It’s for the creative within everyone. Yes, EVERYONE is a creative, […]

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Your Crazy is Perfect. I Want It.

I used to be so afraid of being seen, so afraid to be identified or identifiable in a crowd. I wanted to crouch down onto my knees and disappear so often, praying that no one would notice me, that I wouldn’t inspire anyone to make a comment about me or to me. It was truly […]

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No New Friends Needed

I harbor a severe distaste for cliches, although I see and experience truth in them in certain moments, when they come alive. Such a hyprocrite, aren’t I. Here’s one I’m about to pick apart. FYI – I’m not intending to pick apart the actual meaning, but the typical approach and response to platitudes like these. […]

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But I’m Always On Time

I have a message for you today that I have spoken to myself too. Actually, everything I ever write and talk about has first been spoken to myself, received by me first. So basically, everything you get from me is mofuckn vetted. You’re welcome! Bahaha. It’s true though. My message to you today: Take your […]

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I Don’t KNow Much, But Here’s What I Do Know

Sometimes, I can’t get over how beautiful life is. Sometimes, I get so lost in the realness of it all. The wonder, the beauty, the truth, the all-ness. It feels so Here. So present. In those moments, I feel Me. It feels like the universe feels me. Like we’re breathing together, my inhale, its exhale, […]

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The Great Flow’s answer is always Yes

Sometimes, I’m hard on myself. Do you do that to yourself too sometimes? Especially when it comes to my inner work, the inner journey, the evolution of my human, my spirituality I guess you can say, I can be quite dogged, relentless, etc. Ever since my awakening in 2008, I’ve considered my faith – not […]

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We Say F&*$ a Lot. Like a Lot Lot.

A typical conversation with Soul, my partner, not my actual soul lol is sprinkled generously with: ya ass fucken bitttch shut the f up get the f out of here f you etc etc etc. Basically a bunch of profanity with a sprinkle of actual meaning and content. To me, I look at this and […]

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Waiting for the other shoe to drop is not a virtue

The better it gets, the better it gets. Just wanted to drop that little nugget in your mind… Some days, it’s so easy to believe the good, that it’s on its way, that it’s already here in every sense of the word. Other days… it’s Fuck THIS shiet. Know what I mean? No? Just me? […]

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The Truth is written on our hearts, spoken by our souls

I think one of the fundamental question we ask about life, want to know about life is: is Life good inherently? or is it good because of the things in it? Maybe not posed in those exact words and order. But something along those lines. Also, another question I think we ask: are WE inherently […]

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Who the F Actually Are You

What does it mean to be fully expressed? That question feels kinda big for me, in this moment. I just journaled around that topic several pages. I noticed I felt discomfort around being fully expressed. I asked myself the questions. Why did I feel uncomfortable? When did I feel uncomfortable when it comes to expressing […]

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Stop the Bullshit RN – Nothing Wants to Stop or Slow You

A coach I follow online (go follow her if you wanna get your ass kicked straight back into your soul) sent an email yesterday with the subject: “Nothing can ever stop or slow us” Boom. Do you believe that? Does it feel real and close? Or false and far? Do you want to believe that? […]

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Me and the Blank Screen

Sometimes the blank screen scares me. I lied. It usually always scares me. I don’t like looking at it. I feel like it’s always looking sideways at me, challenging me, mocking me, even. But I keep coming back to it. I know it’s part of my gift, my journey, my work in the world. As […]

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Worst Advice of the Day

From before the time I can remember, my mom raised me within a wall of ‘be careful’s. It was born from her acknowledgement of her own clumsiness. She wasn’t really telling *me* to be careful, but rather herself. She’d whisper it to herself under her breath, but not low enough for her toddler to hear. […]

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The River is Calling

Come, play in the river of Life. Come, play with me in the river. I’m calling your name, it’s calling your name. You hear, not with ears or your mind, you hear, with your heart. Your soul smiles, nudging you gently. Knowing already, knowing always, that you hear the beckoning, and even more, the desire […]

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This Breath

Thank you for this breath. And this one. And this one… this one this one and this one. Thank you for all the breaths preceding this one. Thank you for all the breaths to come but especially thank you for this one. If there’s ever proof that all of life is working for me, this […]

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The Truth Sown in All of Us

Several nights ago, I had an overwhelming sense of… okay-ness with me. I felt fully IN me, IN my body, IN my mind, IN my soul. When I think back to that moment, the hallmark was that I felt Safe. I felt myself completely at ease, in ways even my normal day-to-day easygoing-ness seemed tense. […]

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‘Take Your Power Back’? I Don’t Think So

I’m coming to find that “taking my power back” doesn’t make sense to me anymore because I never actually was *without* it. I simply didn’t realize I had it. And I acted accordingly. That looked like keeping quiet when I had something to say, saying something I didn’t truly mean, doing things I didn’t want […]

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Everything About You and Your Journey is *Perfect*

Self-doubt is part of the journey. Fear is part of the journey. Some level of anxiety is part of the journey. Attachment is part of the journey. Disconnect is part of the journey. Turbulence is part of the journey. Unrest is part of the journey. Heartbreak is part of the journey. Heartache is part of […]

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Me, Just Me

The scariest thing in the world is a blank page. Looming looming looming leering hovering over me with a presence denser than mine as I search the white space for generosity, mercy, givingness. I keep coming back to it though. A madwoman A crazy Coming back to the same thing, wanting something different, something new, […]

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Life is in Full Support of You

Everyone has their chore they truly enjoy to hate. For some, it’s vacuuming. Others, washing dishes. Still others, sweeping and cleaning the floor. I just mentioned 2 of my least faves. But there’s one that I’ve realized I really really am annoyed at. Folding clothes. Actually two that I’m really annoyed at: putting folded clothes […]

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Falling Fully Into Trust in Myself and God

I was in a funk for a few days. Maybe like several days. It was nothing crazy, nothing huge, but still a funk. I wasn’t writing, wasn’t really feeling the flow, etc etc etc. I was sifting things over in my mind, attending to my heart, listening to my soul, and moving through my days […]

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Your Life Flows From Who YOU ARE

The things in our lives flow from who we are. The relationships, the job, the direction of our paths, the experiences, the possessions, the attachments to the possessions, or lack thereof, the enjoyment of life, the inner fulfillment, our physical appearance. All things flow from within us. The energy of what’s within us informs the […]

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Life lives in the flow of us

There is something really beautiful about the flow of life. The ins and outs, ups and downs, side to sides. A dance, a rhythm, a movement, constant, ever evolving, ever expanding, ever deepening. The people we meet, the places we go, the things we do, try, taste, feel… they are all accessories to Life. Our […]

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Misalignment is a B&*#^

It only matters if you want it to matter. Even the things we don’t want in our lives, they’re there and we notice them because we, somewhere within, want it to matter. They justify us, validate us, and give us a home for our personalities to live in. The trouble with that is, even if […]

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Everything is rooting for you, your expansion

Everything is more than okay. It’s more than fine. It’s more than tolerable acceptable feasible doable. Everything is working for you, for your expansion, evolution, growth, uplevelment. Without trying or efforting or planning, all of life is orchestrating perfect moments and situations and experiences so that you can either experience the fullness of who you […]

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No, I Don’t Want To Do The Thing I Don’t Want To Do

Soul and I went hiking this past weekend. We did a decent hike to our intended destination, about 3.5 miles from the trailhead (the beginning of the trail). When we got there, we had the option of turning back down or hiking to another peak, with the closest one being a little less than a […]

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The Spiritual Journey of You and Me

The spiritual journey is more subtle than many people think. There may be notable spiritual experiences marked by supernatural occurrences, visions, etc. The real journey lies in between, in between those explosive moments, in between the days, in between the breaths. The real journey lies in the quiet still place within, the place that speaks […]

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You are the thing that melts the heart of God

Everything is energy. If you feel stuck in physical life i.e. things are not moving forward in your job or relationship, etc., the good news is, the solution is easier than you think. The bad news is, it’s not visible and tangible. Well, the bad news is only bad news if you choose to continue […]

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My Turbulent Relationship with (Un)Conditionality

Ever realize that you are not who you think you are? Or who you said you were? I have. Especially today. I got mad moted by myself and the universe and the MF truth. See, I thought I was super unconditional. Unconditional in the way I am so chill, no matter what. In the way […]

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You are everything God wanted when she breathed into you

At the end of the day, you have only you. At the end of the day, it will be you and the universe. At the end of the day, you answer to the standard of your heart. It’s only known by you. It guides only you. It may not and will not make sense to […]

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You Are The Key

In the world I grew up in, and maybe the world you grew up in, there’s been a lot of talk about being overachievers and perfectionists. I’ve never truly aligned with those labels. But at one point in time, I wished to be considered as such, to be someone who was doing big things in […]

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Listen to The Niggle in Your Consciousness

I bought two pairs of sweats yesterday. See picture. Soul got them washed and dried this morning so I can prance around in them at the office aka home lol. I was so ecstatic. Don’t ask me why – I love the little things. Within the first 2 minutes of wearing them, I was aware […]

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You are the focus of Great Love

Things are always coming together for you. You are not doing your life alone. You have the company of the universe with you, for you, of you. There is great love for you, right where you are, here and now. There has always been great love for you. You have made the universe smile again […]

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Always Okay to Be All You

You are free to be you. I know, sometimes you feel that’s far from the truth. That there are circumstances and situations where it doesn’t seem possible, acceptable, feasible. I’m saying, even in those moments, when you feel like you’re strained or suppressing yourself, it’s okay to be fully you, the part of you that […]

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Letter to You, My Beloved Homie

You are an incredible person. You are an incredible being. You are an incredible soul. I hope you read this and smile inside and out. I have told myself this before and I tell myself this again. And again and again and again and again and again. Because it continues to be true. Now and […]

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An empty canvas is the beginning of everything

I’ve not been writing consistently and now, looking at this blank canvas, I feel intimidated. It feels daunting. Like I’m coming home to an unkempt mess of a house, and it’s because I didn’t do the thing I was meant to do every day. I feel, in a way, guilty. And also, not. Because even […]

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You can’t not evolve after coming into contact with pure truth

I feel spent. I feel worthless. I feel lame. I feel dumb. I feel incompetent. I feel stupid. I feel frustrated. I feel stuck. I feel blah. And blah and blah and more blah. I feel what I feel. I stand by it. I know it’s not the whole story. It is what it is. […]

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Going all in on the present step *WILL* take you where you want to go

‘The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.’ I both love and hate cliches. Love them because they’re true. Hate them when used tritely. Today though, it spoke to me. I had a moment this morning as I pondered my life and what I was doing with it, feeling slightly like there’s so […]

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When You’re Facing a Wall and Nothing Makes Sense, Read This

When processes no longer work, when sermons no longer speak to you, when your world crumbles… it’s the beginning of the rest of it all, the rest of you. It seems there is no meditation that soothes you, no spiritual teaching that holds the key, no tool to get your shit together. It’s just you […]

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God Never Threw Me a Bone

God never threw me a bone. Every time I asked for a sign, I got none. Every time I asked for a miracle, I got none. Every time I reached the end of my freaking rope, I cried out for help. It freaking sucked. You ever feel like that? Like you’ve done everything you could […]

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THIS IS WHO I CAME TO BE

I had a random journaling sesh that felt really good to me. And I want to share with you. It’s a stream of consciousness, a choosing into the life I know I’m meant to be, into the person I’ve always been meant to be. —————————————- I’m so proud of me. I’ve done so well. Everyone […]

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It takes a lot of energy to be anything other than what we truly are

It takes a lot of energy to be a shitty person. I know, it doesn’t always seem like it. Sometimes the shittiness some people spew into the world, towards other people seems to just flowwwww like a mf raging river, so easily, so freely, so naturally. But really, it takes so much energy to be […]

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Magic is Real; It Happens Inside of Us

Yesterday, I went out to throw away the trash and there were a few kids hanging out with the two stray cats that hang out in the apartment parking lot. I asked them all their names and at first they were shy, but in no time, they got to telling me about the cats very […]

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We came here to learn some very important lessons

The 4 habits of ambitious people The 8 qualities of successful people The 25 things to do before 7am if you want to have a perfect productive day The BLAH BLAH BLAH How about the 100 reasons why you’re not supposed to live your life according to bullet points? Let me let you in on […]

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I Once Thought I Was The Problem L O L

I once thought I was lazy, unmotivated, unempowered, incompetent, petulant, too stubborn for my own good, and various other things to explain why I never did what I was supposed to do, what the world told me a successful human being would do and be. I just couldn’t bring myself to do certain things, no […]

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Being American…

Here is what I know. There is a lot I don’t know. And from that place, from my observations and personal learnings, I know this about the country I live in. This is not meant to be political – God knows I would just be obliterated in a political conversation. This is just the observations […]

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I choose even when nothing seems to come from my choosing

I sometimes stare at the blank screen in front of me feeling like I have nothing to say. All the while, believing and actually knowing that there is a universe inside of me. Knowing that I am a unique voice of the Divine. Knowing that my gifts are to be shared. Knowing that my presence […]

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Everything in Life Begins with *Being*

As a teenager, I used to ponder the idea of something amazing happening, like winning the lottery or  meeting the PERFECT boyfriend-material person or  having the perfect body or  having the funnest most excitingest tight group of friends,  and feel depressed. Even back then, in my adolescent angsty years, I felt the dissatisfaction, discontent, whatever-ness […]

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National Coming Out DAy, Eh?

I heard it’s National Coming Out Day. For me, it’s less about my sexuality, more about how and who I am as a whole Person and Soul. And part of that comes out as a female in a romantic relationship with a non-binary person. To me, Coming Out is a daily thing, expanding beyond sexuality. […]

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Give Into the Mess That Is Life…

Here we are – yesterday’s makeup (just me lol lookit that mascaraaaa bahaha), didn’t brush teeth before bed last night, didn’t shower, didn’t wear pj’s to bed, slept over Soul’s Dad’s place because we (mostly me heehee) didn’t want to do the 20 min trek home and the getting ready for bed routine. I would […]

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Life Flow is Love – It’s Why Everything Is Always Working Out For You

My partner is not who I expected. My partner is not what I expected. My partner doesn’t look like anything I’d ever imagined I’d ever want. My partner doesn’t act like anything I’d ever expected for myself. My partner is so many things I just couldn’t have guessed. And so ironically, my partner is so […]

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My Soul Flow – Do You Hear Yours?

I’m sharing my journaling from today. It is my soul flow and if any part of it resonates with you, I invite you to claim it as part of your soul flow. There is no me or mine. It’s all ours. Resonance is an indication of your truth being tickled, awakened, spoken to. Receive it. […]

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Shouldn’t You At Least Look Like You’re Trying?!? No.

It is perfectly fine to be where you are today, in this moment. To be fully right where you’re at – is perfectly fine. It’s perfectly perfect. It’s meant to be. Sometimes that level of surrender scares me because I wonder –  If I accept *this*, whatever this is in the moment, something I don’t […]

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Dodging Bullets of Triggers

The other day, I had an experience that took me straight back to my teenage years. No detours, no scenic route, no smell-the-roses pathway. Straight back to a part of what I would consider my hellhole-of-a-time teenage years. It was triggered by Soul, my partner, and Stef, my best friend, becoming close. Stef, if you’re […]

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When It Comes to the Condition of Your Heart and Soul – Take No Shit

It’s really never about the other person, is it? We’d just love to make it so. But if we choose to be absolutely no holds barred real with ourselves, the triggers and frustrations and injustices and pissed-off-ness is not about the others. To the egoic part of us, admitting that it’s not about the other […]

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Our destiny unfolds when we choose to be all of who we truly are

There are no rules to being you. There is only choosing or not choosing to be all of you. Everything else is noise. Rules and conditions work extremely well for machines, logic, and the mind. Not so well for the pure free-flowing spirit and energy within. Not so well for the fun-loving child in all […]

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Every Single Human on Earth Wants One Thing

Just the other day, I heard someone say (that rhymes lol), “Humans just like to do bad things to themselves.” Interesting thought, isn’t it? Is that true? I mean, is that REALLY true? Yes, it’s true that humans appear to do things that hurt themselves. Yes, it’s true that humans appear to do bad things […]

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I Do What I do Because I’m Free to Do It

I just want you to know today: I didn’t want to write today. Before typing these words, I spent an hour on Instagram, laying on my bed, scrolling through, tapping on almost all the links selling protein powders, and watching Tiktok compilations. Before that, I had taken a nap. I knew I wanted to write […]

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You Never Need to Justify Your Desire for More – Ever

Trauma is not required for spirituality. All the ‘bad’ things in our experience don’t justify our reaching for our ‘good’. Life doesn’t have to suck in order for us to ask for better. We can want good just because. We want good BECAUSE that’s what we are. We’re coded to expand and evolve endlessly, spilling […]

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I would rather look selfish than be out of integrity with my soul

Ever been called selfish? Or been afraid to be called selfish? Seen as selfish? Known as selfish? Let me tell you something. I’m about to drop the punchline right at the beginning. On your deathbed or at the pearly gates, you will be held responsible for one thing and one thing only –  how you […]

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SURRENDER IS A SIDE EFFECT OF KNOWING YOUR GOD-NESS; NO NEED TO FORCE IT

I just had a conversation with one of my favorite people in the world, my partner, Soul (pronouns-they/their). They were sharing with me a new awareness of the idea of SURRENDER. It’s a big idea in the spiritual community. It’s an idea that’s thrown out as advice to people in a hard place, not knowing […]

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You didn’t come here to be another rat with another thing

When you feel like things are not working out for you, when you feel like you’re doing all the things and it’s not getting you where you want to go, or even moving in the direction that you’re intending, when you feel STUCK and steeped in the SUCK, STOP. Stahp. Staaaaahp. Stahp it all. Stop […]

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God Never Stops Speaking to Us – We just Forget We Can Always Listen

Several years ago, in the early years of my inward journey, my mom told me: if you stop listening to and heeding the Holy Spirit, it/he/she/whatever will stop speaking to you. I am here today to call out that mad bullshit. It is my duty to lay it out once and for all. My self-appointed […]

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Lean Into the Thing that Brings Out Your Worst

The beautiful thing about romantic relationships is there is nowhere to hide. Actually, that sounds like the scary thing about relationships lol. Here’s what’s actually beautiful about it. Shit gets real when there’s nowhere to hide. That sounds scary too lol. Basically, the rawness of who you are and where you are at in life […]

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God’s Will is Never Outside of Your Deepest Truest Desires

The life we live is ours. Somewhere in my past, I learned that my life was not mine. That I was a steward of it, and it really belonged to God. In the sense that she possessed it and had a will and destiny for it. It fueled a sense of sacrificial living. Since I […]

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There Are Zero Rules on How to Life – YOU DECIDE

I’ve always done it my way. IT being my life. Maybe in the beginning of any new way of being, process, etc., I’ve sought out and listened. to others. But I consider that the perfunctory, obligatory step, the one that comes before I shrug and go on with the show – my way. I’ve always […]

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Your Oneness w/ Yourself = FREEDOM

The indication of a self-actualized person is not accomplishment, awards, money, renown, possessions, connections, power, intelligence, wisdom. All those things are probably present within a self-actualized person. But that’s not an indicator, a hallmark. Transparency, to me – at this time – is the measure of self-actualization. Transparency is, in the words of Dr. Joe […]

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Join Me in Remembering Your Badass Self :)

You know I love you, right?And that I think you’re badass?And that I think, no, I Know you, in your natural state, are a badass.But sometimes even I forget I am one myself.And so I’m creating a space to drop in and allow the most appropriate and ordained authority – our soul – remind us. […]

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I Felt Like Shit

Today, I felt like shit. I felt sad, disappointed, lonely, frustrated, angry, annoyed, what else… lame, stuck, blah. A lot of blah. Blah blah blah. All I wanted was to feel not blah. Not any of it. I didn’t really understand why this stuff was coming up. As I lay on my bed, on the […]

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I Knew, If I Wanted More, There HAD to BE More

I write from my soul. I write from my heart. I write from my soul because I live my soul. I trust my soul. I know my soul. I believe in it. I know it. It hasn’t always been like this. Nope. It’s been quite different. It’s been a life of living outside of me, […]

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I Promise – You Didn’t Come to Live a Life Defined by Your Mind

You are the perfect person to live your life. YOU are the perfect person to live your life. You ARE the perfect person to live your life. You are the PERFECT person to live your life. You are the perfect person to live YOUR life. You are the perfect person to live your LIFE. Alllllll […]

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There’s Nothing to Fix About You

Procrastination is not the issue. Laziness is not the issue. Greed is not the issue. Nor anxiety, overeating, bulimia, depression, worry, fogginess, lack of direction, disinterest, boredom, rage, frustration, mediocrity, loneliness, powerlessness, helplessness, fear, poverty, wastefulness, broken relationships, toxic relationships. None of these are issues. Not the Real issue. They are indicators. That’s all they […]

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Read This to Come Back to Your True Self

I don’t get it all. I don’t get most of it. I don’t know much. I haven’t experienced all the things in the world. I’m just me. I’m all me. The thing that is for me is to just be here. To be all me. To be with me. To know me. To see me. […]

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When You Say Yes to Soul, Life Only Gets Better

When you go all in on you, when you trust who you are, when you believe and know that your desires matter and are meant to come true, when you live in that knowing, Life can ONLY BE GOOD. When you choose to be All That You Truly Are, Life can ONLY BE WHOLE. When […]

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Are You Living a Certificate Life or a Real Raw You Life??

There is nothing pretty about living a pretty life. We are not here to live acceptably, decently, understandably, etc. We are here to live life as we are meant to live it. That blueprint exists only inside of every single person. Only in every single person that ever existed, that exists, and that will ever […]

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It’s Hard to Live Life NOT Being All of You

What you desire, desires you. By your desiring it, you create it in your vortex, in the quantum. It begins existing the moment you think of it. We think it’s not “real” because it’s not in physical reality (yet). But the truth is, its “real-ness” is not dependent on it existing in physical reality. It’s […]

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You Choose How Deeply You Want to Live Life

Life is happening. Right now. All around you. Especially within you. You are the center of it all. The intersection between the explainable and the inexplicable. The crux of the human and the divine. You. You, the gorgeous awe-inspiring creature, you. Absolutely perfect. Your ways, your journey, your thoughts, your beauty undetectable by the naked […]

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The Best Part of Life is That You Actually Do Know How to Live It :)

You don’t have to know anything except the fact that you do know. That, you do have to know. Because when you do, everything falls into place. And it’s more of a choosing, that you do know. A deciding. A this-is-just-what-it-is-and-that’s-it-ing. An I’m-unavailable-for-it-to-be-any-other-way-ing. Otherwise, you’ll be forever looking at the heavens, beseeching the gods or […]

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Until You Do This, You’re Missing the Whole Freaking Point

Until you listen to your soul, you clearly have not done the thing you’re meant to do. You know it. It’s obvious. Obvious is the way you feel BLAH, fuzzy inside, uncentered, desiring but not being fulfilled, unhappy. There’s nothing wrong with any of that. In fact, those are experiences to be GRATEFUL for. They […]

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All Your Soul Wants is *You*!!

The truth about who you are lies beyond the mirror, beyond your relationships, beyond your experiences, beyond your personality, beyond your desires, beyond your dreams, beyond your ____________. The truth of who you are lies in YOU. It’s such a squishy thing to say, how does one then understand, encounter, know the truth about oneself? […]

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Your “Higher” Calling is Not an Excuse for a “Harder” Life

Bullshit. I hate this hypocritical sacrificial sabotage. Your path is difficult because you made it difficult. Because you bought into ideas and concepts that were taught to you by well-meaning adults. And now you’ve identified so much with them THAT YOU THINK THEY ARE YOU AND YOU ARE THEM. Your path is difficult because of […]

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*You* Are Responsible For Becoming Who You Are Meant to Become

You are the law of your life. I’m really sorry. By that, I mean I’m really not sorry. At all. But the rules and laws you’ve governed your life around – they’re bullshit. The concepts of expectations, obligations, considerations for others, for the greater good… all of it – bullshit. I’m sorry (I’m not sorry). […]

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