It’s 7:22pm on a Saturday evening. I’m sitting at my work, also my studyplace when not working. I have to do something that I don’t have to do at this moment. You know what I mean?
I feel tired. My head feels fuzzy. I feel like I’m not gonna get anything done. Which means I won’t haha. But I want to. Mm, I just realized I want to get these things done not for the sake of doing them but because I don’t want to worry about them later. Which is not enough reason for me to enjoy doing it haha. If I can’t enjoy doing something, I usually don’t do it. And I refuse to “discipline” myself. I am a brat! Hahah. I’m gonna go home and read a book or something. That sounds depressing though. Haha.
I think I’m realizing more and more how much of an extrovert I am. A year ago, different answer. Lately, I find myself looking for companionship or even to be surrounded by people I don’t know, like at Starbucks. Maybe that’s why I can’t study right now. I am sooooo alone hahahah. There is literally no one within a 50 meter radius. Hahaha I have no idea why I chose that distance and measurement.
Anyway. I’ve begun watching Thor. I die. Chris Hemsworth? I don’t even know his name but I die.