So many things on my mind. All I want is truth. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what to do. But I’m just gonna be here. And I’m gonna keep believing. Because if I don’t, I’ll die. You are my hope, my everything. Don’t hold me. Just… be here. I just want to know that you are here. I don’t want emotions, feelings, proof. I just want to keep believing.
I can’t express the contents of my heart right now.
It bothers me that I consider making this post private. I feel so vulnerable and open and silly. I feel self-conscious and unsure of myself. And at the same time I don’t. Yeah… I don’t get me either. Haha. Story of my life.