Hello blog, it’s been a while.  No, I haven’t forgotten about you.  Rather, the opposite.  I think about you often and what I want to write.  I’ve opened up several new posts… and never finished.  I reminisced on the days of four or five entries a week.  I miss the random spurts of thought and ideas.  I miss the ability to pour my mind and heart.  I miss the notion of someone else reading into me and getting a glimpse of what I see, feel and live everyday.

Today, right now, I feel like all my words and expressions have been jumbled up and tossed out the window.  I genuinely feel like I don’t know how… I’m feeling haha.  I almost hope no one is reading this.

I have nothing of substance to say (not that my previous entries were so awesomely substantial haha).  I have nothing to offer, no story to tell, no personal epiphany.  I guess, I just want to say that I’m here.  Blog, thanks for being patient.  Hahaha.  Dude, who talks to their blog.

Anyway.  Happy Friday.

P.S. I recently decided to walk away from something I’d held onto for a very long time.  I’m okay with not understanding and not knowing anything.  Now, it’s easier to let go than hold onto what I think I know.  With that said… I don’t know what else to say hahah.  It’s been good.