Hello blog, it’s been a while. No, I haven’t forgotten about you. Rather, the opposite. I think about you often and what I want to write. I’ve opened up several new posts… and never finished. I reminisced on the days of four or five entries a week. I miss the random spurts of thought and ideas. I miss the ability to pour my mind and heart. I miss the notion of someone else reading into me and getting a glimpse of what I see, feel and live everyday.
Today, right now, I feel like all my words and expressions have been jumbled up and tossed out the window. I genuinely feel like I don’t know how… I’m feeling haha. I almost hope no one is reading this.
I have nothing of substance to say (not that my previous entries were so awesomely substantial haha). I have nothing to offer, no story to tell, no personal epiphany. I guess, I just want to say that I’m here. Blog, thanks for being patient. Hahaha. Dude, who talks to their blog.
Anyway. Happy Friday.
P.S. I recently decided to walk away from something I’d held onto for a very long time. I’m okay with not understanding and not knowing anything. Now, it’s easier to let go than hold onto what I think I know. With that said… I don’t know what else to say hahah. It’s been good.