The semester is coming to an end. Very interesting place to be.
I used to be that person who brushed off questions like, “What do you want to do with your life?” or “What do you plan to do with this major?” or “Where do you see yourself in 10 years?” with a simple, “I’m just following God, ya know, doing it in faith”.
These past couple months have been a very turbulent time indeed. Looking back, I feel like I had to crack myself out of my shell and really ask myself, what the heck are you going to do with your life? The whole faith answer… yeah, not cutting it. I don’t think I realized the depth and truth of how much of my destiny (cheesy word haha) is in my hands.
It moves me that I can move him, his heart. It moves me that he has a plan in mind, and I can take part in shaping it. It moves me that we’re doing this together, no one more than the other. Okay, more him haha but I think in his eyes, my desires, actions, and heart are just as important. Just my opinion haha.
Anyway, I’m excited. I feel like things are falling into place, at least my hope and plans for the future. If it doesn’t work out, no one can say I didn’t do anything about it. No one can say I let it slip, pass me by.
It’s a good place to be.
Also, I’m hesitant to put it down here for some reason, but I just have to say, Barcelona, Spain is on the agenda for next spring. Fingers crossed. Time to get on those scholarships. Ee.