Whatever it is you think you need in order to [ insert whatever it is you want to do and have and be in your life ] is an excuse to not believe it’s available,
and thus, not possible for you.
Life is responding to you.
It’s like little children who hear the bad words that their parents say, and repeat them, usually quite nonchalantly.
We think they’re not listening, or they don’t get it,
but they do.
And it’s the darnedest thing when we hear the exact bad words that came spewing out of our mouths, then come tumbling out of theirs.
How could you??
How little we must think of children, to be so shocked that
They are not trying to start shit or insult.
They are simply regurgitating what they perceived with their little (not so little) senses.
Same thing with Life.
Isn’t it just so darned HOW-CAN-THIS-BE?!?!, when Life hands us EXACTLY what we’re thinking, feeling, being inside and NOT what we asked for???
Don’t you just wanna feel fucking indignant??
Like, HELLO, DID YOU NOT GET THE MESSAGE?
I ASKED FOR [ whatever it is you want to do, have, be ] and instead, I GOT [ NOT whatever it is you want to do, have, be ].
Here’s the thing –
Life, God, Source, universe, whatever is so fucking real and true to itself,
that it HAS to be real with YOU, with where you are sitting with yourself, with who you believe yourself to be.
It can’t NOT.
Life is listening, all the time.
It’s impartial, unbiased, pure.
It responds to the quality of your being with the quality of experiences, people, relationships, etc., that matches it.
It responds to ALL of you.
It can be seen as extremely cruel,
or it can be seen as extremely gracious.
Because not having what you want is EXACTLY the catalyst to moving toward what you actually want.
And, if you do the work right, you’ll actually BECOME someone you respect.
And who knows, you may even become someone OTHERS respect.
The truth of it all can be quite a pill to swallow, isn’t it?
The truth that the quality of your life, your thoughts, your emotional state has THAT massive an impact on everything around, especially your own happiness.
It can sting, initially.
It can sting after a while too,
and it can make us bitter,
But actually, it can’t.
Nothing can MAKE you ANYTHING.
Your response to Life’s response is…
There’s no one to beseech for mercy and grace.
God is not sitting on her throne waiting for you to grovel and plead earnestly enough to release you from the horror of your life that is you.
Yes, you are the horror of your own life.
You are also the champion of it.
Whichever you pick, it doesn’t matter.
Life is always responding,
Life is not harsh.
You’ve bought into and created the illusion that Life is hard, cruel, whatever, based on the journey you’ve walked.
And that’s fine.
You get to experience what you experience and call it whatever you like.
And at some point, if you have the grace of realizing it, you get to step the fuck back and accept that Life
Quite humbling, if you ask me.
Life is your friend.
At the end of the day, that’s what I have to say to you.
Life is for you.
And everything about it is in service to you activating,
all of you.
You are a worthy creature of everything you desire.
You’ve had some fucked up ideas about how life works.
And blamed everything outside of you when the common denominator in every situation,
Who do you get mad at?
Who to pin the blame on?
The question is, how stuck do you want to be?
How lame do you want to feel?
But you don’t have much time,
because Life isn’t as kind as I am.
Life is on the mothafuckn move.
Like RAH NOW.
And your ONLY defense to this cruel master is to
Believe that you came here on a fucking MISSION.
And I’m not talking a mission to change the whole fucking world and impact millions.
I’m talking the MISSION OF BEING YOU.
ALL OF YOU.
And by fulfilling YOUR mission, you WILL change the world,
evolutionarily (made that one up lol),
YOUR BELIEF IN YOU SHIFTS THE UNIVERSE.
WHAT SHIFTS THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
SHIFTS THE WORLD AND EVERYONE IN IT.
You are literally the healing of the world.
You are literally the change,
no, not change –
you are literally the TRANSFORMATION,
the motherfucking EVOLUTION of the world.
Yes, in you.
Just by BEING YOU.
Just by BACKING YOU,
YOUR SHIT ASS PERFECT SOUL.
THIS is your mission.
THIS is what LIFE IS CRAVING TO RESPOND TO.
THIS IS WHAT LIFE HAS BEEN LEADING YOU TO,
ALL THE TIME ALONG.
Talk about hidden agenda lol.
And if that ain’t THE most GLORIOUS,
agenda I’ve ever seen,
I don’t know WHAT the hell I’m doing here on this planet spewing all the words and syllables and fiyah.
I speak to you in love.
Love for you,
love for me,
love for Life,
love for My life,
love for Your life.
Love for love.
Love for it all.
It’s all true.
The love you desire,
the freedom you crave.
You are supremely adored, cherished, loved.
It is your nature.
Let life love you.
Let life respond to you, from this place.
Let it take over, your beauty, your wonder, your majesty.
Let it cover your heart,
let it flow from your soul.
Let it all go,
your reasons for anything,
for good or for bad
Let it all go.
In life, there’s no reason log,
no catalog of justifications of why this or why that.
Life just is.
Life is exactly to the degree that you let it be in your life, in you.
Your life is a thing of wonder,
It’s yours for the taking.
The highest experience of life is the one where you live into it all, live into all of you,
and it all comes back to you, exactly as you knew it would.
This is the beauty of you.
Breathe that in.
And then choose it
You have only life to lose.
If you feel called to go deep, go inward for the unfolding of YOU,
for the exploration of the things you have been so afraid to peek at,
for the possibilities that make your head swim,
you may find it quite delicious to work with me,
I have no answers that aren’t already within you,
I simply create space and guide you to access it all within.
I know this is possible, because I’ve seen myself walk it over and over and over again.
I know, at the end of the rope of everything I’ve known, of my excuses, of all my reasons why not,
is the infinity of me,
the eternity vested in me by God, by universe, spirit, source.
It’s all mine,
all mine to explore.
It’s all yours.
If you know it’s you, let’s talk.
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I invite you.
Life invites you.
It’s yours for the taking.