Gratitude. I feel gratitude. It feels like fullness. Like the vessel of me, my physical body, the container of my thoughts, the essence of my being is FULL, touching, pushing against the edges of who and what I am. It doesn't matter what I'm grateful for. There's a knowing that the logic, the thoughts, the… Continue reading Gratitude and me
Author: Grace J. Kim
I like me.
Love, a horrible thing
Love is a scary thing. Don't do it. The risk is too big. The fall too hard. Love is a horrible thing. It makes you do weird things. Crazy things. Stupid things. It makes you become someone new. You stop knowing who you are. Sometimes people don't recognize you anymore. Love is a terrible thing.… Continue reading Love, a horrible thing
A heart full of fuck yous
I woke up yesterday to annoyance frustration blah-ness fuck yous. I could sort of identify where it was coming from. But I could feel it more. I could feel more of the suffocation, the fuckedness, more than I could think about it. The past decade has been spent going inward, leaning into my heart, the… Continue reading A heart full of fuck yous
Leaving
I recently moved out. Like last week. I am 30 years old. And this is the first time leaving my parents' home. Like really leaving home. Not staying weekdays at university. Not studying abroad. Leaving home. Driving last Friday night with my car packed, I felt emotions. Lots of them. I felt tears but I… Continue reading Leaving
Some morning words
I'm not sure what it is I want to write, what wants to flow. I guess I'd like to start off with: I am in love with this life. Enamored. Captivated. Over the moon. This is the best thing that's happened to me, and it keeps happening. Every day. Every breath. Every moment. The amount… Continue reading Some morning words
Onward ho
I told my dad about my relationship with Jolie. 3 months ago. A little over 3 months ago. On the way to the airport, right before I left for a work trip for 10 days. I didn't plan to make it seem like I was running away after dropping the bomb on him. It just… Continue reading Onward ho
Effortless union
Life as beautiful as me, Love as beautiful as you. We make a good couple, duo, pair. Hand in hand, step by step, breath by breath. Looking into each other, into the abyss, the bliss of who we are, the perfection, completeness, the completion. Calling forth of the other, rising up within ourselves, meeting in… Continue reading Effortless union
