stories of becoming
i want a drawing tablet. the end. lol. just thinking about creating and drawing on something electronic, completely free to try different techniques, tools, etc. sounds interesting and fun to me. getting funky with all kinds of colors, being able to erase things with a click, experiment with something completely new with a click, all […]
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at a family gathering, someone asked me, so what do you eat? how do you stay in shape? it kind of surprised me, because i have not really been paying attention to these things. but i know that i’ve maintained a fairly healthy weight and muscle tone with very minimal effort. like none, really. my […]
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last sunday, Soul and i went to Grand Central Market in DTLA. it’s truly one of my favorite places to visit in LA. the food (tacossssss) the crowd the variety of food and crowd (think street tacos, boba, mom and pop chinese, american fusion, ramen, juice bar, and so on) the flea market feeling the […]
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for a very long time, since some time in high school, which is about when i was… 14 years old, i decided that i would only wear skinny jeans. i resigned myself to this decision when i came to terms with the fact that i would never fit a relaxed pair of jeans properly aka […]
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i would like to start writing again. i would like to write more consistently. i would like to write. period. i think it really boils down to that. it’s so interesting how my mind takes something and warps it into something else, something not as fun, not as easy, not as natural. but it’s even […]
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i feel like i’m coming back to something. idk exactly what. but actually, i feel like i’m always coming back to something. seems like the freaking theme of my life. i think i tried to make my writing about ‘something’. i think i wanted to be known for ‘something’. i think i wanted to be […]
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Adulthood grants us the privilege and responsibility of re-parenting ourselves. That has become my definition of adulting as of late. Adulting, to me, is not really about having a job, a career, a house, a relationship, status, community, etc etc etc. It’s about coming home to self, about acknowledging, recognizing, holding the child within, the […]
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From this morning’s journaling I do not align with the concept of ‘stepping into’ anything, whether a role as a teacher, healer or gifts, etc. I understand it’s a phrase used to signify a conscious choosing into that serves many. I’m not trying to bash anyone’s positive experience with it. If it works, it works. […]
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As a child, she sought truth. She had no idea what it was, what it looked like, what it sounded like, what it smelled like. But it was as if it was all she knew. She craved something she never knew. She only knew it existed because she craved it. But even then, she doubted […]
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Lately, I’ve been emotional. Like crying a lot. There’s nothing specific that I’m crying about again and again. I’m just crying when I feel things. And honestly, I am super loving it. I spent all of my high school through college through young adult years through my 20’s martyring myself – without knowing it, as […]
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After reading a section of the book Earth, I felt a desire to work with my timelines and rewrite my past in relation to my parents. I pondered, which part of my past with my parents did I want to rewrite? I thought back and realized, my parents have loved me well. I truly feel […]
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