[Taken from today's journal spew] Wowza. Look at that. "19". [after writing today's date] Yeah. It really happened. Really really. Here we are... 2019. Really just a number. Really just a collection of months, weeks, days... And yet it gives us, me meaning. Something to look forward to. Something to enjoy. Or not. The cynical… Continue reading The dead dances
Category: Faith and Spirituality
From the desk of your CEO and Captain,
I would like to thank you for being a courageous player in this Game of Life. I know you didn't have to, or you could have been less involved or whatever. But you so daringly jump in, yielding relentlessly to faith, truth, freedom. Your desire to live and live fully is magnificent. You are a gorgeous… Continue reading From the desk of your CEO and Captain,
Reframing disappointment – 62/100
It wasn't until very recently that I've been operating life from a fear of disappointment. That wasn't very surprising, to be honest. It helped me understand why I didn't go for things, why I held my breath for the other shoe to drop, why I detached myself from desires, wants, hopes. To be honest, it… Continue reading Reframing disappointment – 62/100
Sacred calling – 43/100
Yesterday evening found me sprawled out on my bed feeling not-normal. Feeling bleh, meh, and eh. It wasn't horrible. Which is intolerable to me at this point. In the past, it was all I knew, this feeling of emptiness, quiet anxiety, lack. Now, I acknowledge and allow, but it is not where I choose to… Continue reading Sacred calling – 43/100
Source and Me
I am Source. Source lives in me. I live in Source. There is no separation between us. But the "us" negates the separation. How can this be? How can two be One? How can One be two? It's impossible. And to me, that's Life. It's the impossible. The in-between. The inexplicable, uncontainable, untameable. By definition,… Continue reading Source and Me
Straight shootin
I grew up thinking this is what an apple looks like after it's fully consumed: Imagine my surprise when I ran into this a couple years ago: I felt like everything I knew was a sham. I know I know, I'm dramatic. I've already accepted it. But really, I was sort of appalled that I… Continue reading Straight shootin
