Category: journey

  • sweet release

    sweet release

    releasing always feels good you know what doesn’t feel good right up to it happening? releasing lol in those moments, it’s always so… tumultuous tormenting torturous all the t-words and then when i finally let go let in let out let all … more t-words it’s torrential okay i couldn’t think of more t-words to…

  • so many tears

    so many tears

    so many tears so much crying so many emotions not many thoughts not much intellectual understanding so much understanding at the cellular level so many things moving so many wounds healing so much liberation in the slightest shift from one moment to the next being able to hold myself through it all, and allow myself…

  • new Now

    new Now

    life is insane it is so real so fucking real the things we desire, the goodness we look for, the love we want, the everything we want to attract… it’s all real. it’s not just the real deal, it IS the deal. it IS the whole damn thing. the whole damn thing. i had a…

  • equations

    equations

    the idea of ‘selfish’ as a legitimate adjective for anyone or any action is feeling more and more antiquated. there truly is nothing in life if not to live in integrity, in accordance with one’s truth, one’s desire, one’s happiness. i’ve heard someone share in conversation that he and his wife compromise and sacrifice so…

  • boxes on boxes on boxes

    boxes on boxes on boxes

    Soul and i carcamped in Santa Barbara last night it blows my mind, seeing how ‘far’ i’ve come before Soul, i would never have thought car camping in a non-rural area was possible not ‘possible’ in the sense of it being viable or actualizable, but possible in the sense of me feeling like it’s in…

  • insecure

    insecure

    yesterday i had a day it was an okay day i think it started pretty good and then somewhere along the way, i started feeling bad like insecure and annoyed and frustrated blech. you know those kind of days? i felt like i was not good enough, like i was trying to meet, become, be…

  • hbd Queen

    hbd Queen

    it was my birthday on monday today is wednesday i chose to spend my birthday weekend in Monterey, at a music festival with my favorite people i had an absolute blast going into the weekend, i thought, man, it’s so nice to use my birthday as an excuse to do something fun because that’s how…

  • Sweetness & the start of something new

    Sweetness & the start of something new

    Walking from the parking lot to the office this morning, I suddenly felt the fullness of the moment Sounds cheesy, right? I totally felt cheesy Looking up at the buildings, I didn’t realize that I would realize what this moment held until I was in it I didn’t think about what it really meant to…

  • home in my body

    home in my body

    at a family gathering, someone asked me, so what do you eat? how do you stay in shape? it kind of surprised me, because i have not really been paying attention to these things. but i know that i’ve maintained a fairly healthy weight and muscle tone with very minimal effort. like none, really. my…

  • the day my wardrobe exploded

    the day my wardrobe exploded

    for a very long time, since some time in high school, which is about when i was… 14 years old, i decided that i would only wear skinny jeans. i resigned myself to this decision when i came to terms with the fact that i would never fit a relaxed pair of jeans properly aka…

  • good for you, Grace :)

    good for you, Grace 🙂

    i would like to start writing again. i would like to write more consistently. i would like to write. period. i think it really boils down to that. it’s so interesting how my mind takes something and warps it into something else, something not as fun, not as easy, not as natural. but it’s even…