I'm not sure what it is I want to write, what wants to flow. I guess I'd like to start off with: I am in love with this life. Enamored. Captivated. Over the moon. This is the best thing that's happened to me, and it keeps happening. Every day. Every breath. Every moment. The amount… Continue reading Some morning words
There's something special about being human. Something raw beautiful majestic magnificent significant. There's something magical about being human. Feeling all the feelings, knowing all the knowings, choosing all the choosings. There's something wonderful about being human. Tasting all the wonders, drinking all the sweetness, eating all the deliciousness. There's something truthful about being human. Melting… Continue reading Being Me
In my life, I consider the moments of moving in faith, "jumping the cliff". Like quitting my job, letting go of a 4-year crush that I thought would be the relationship of my life (HAHA), things like that. I have no idea what's at the bottom, if there is a bottom. I have no idea… Continue reading Leaving the nest – Pt. 1
Looking up at the sky today, I was mesmerized by the wispy clouds against the blue background. Super gorgeous day. I could see the clouds slowly unfurling and meandering, nowhere to go, nothing to do. Gazing at the vastness, enjoying the warmth of the sun, I had a sudden feeling that I was in a… Continue reading Are you home?
With my eyes open, sometimes I can't see myself Sometimes all I see are others What they're doing What they're saying Who they're being And I feel lost Even now 29, almost 30 years old. With my eyes open, sometimes I forsake my truth my wonder my soul. I wander down the aisles of another's… Continue reading Taking my sweet ass time
[Taken from today's journal spew] Wowza. Look at that. "19". [after writing today's date] Yeah. It really happened. Really really. Here we are... 2019. Really just a number. Really just a collection of months, weeks, days... And yet it gives us, me meaning. Something to look forward to. Something to enjoy. Or not. The cynical… Continue reading The dead dances
I would like to thank you for being a courageous player in this Game of Life. I know you didn't have to, or you could have been less involved or whatever. But you so daringly jump in, yielding relentlessly to faith, truth, freedom. Your desire to live and live fully is magnificent. You are a gorgeous… Continue reading From the desk of your CEO and Captain,