Category: Life Creation
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new being pt 2
i want to add onto my last post there’s one thing i want to highlight / expand on about my experience with the clenchy fist also, i like clenchy more than clenched it sounds and feels more fun lol anyway as i leaned into the experience of the fist vs visualize or intend something different…
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new being
i thought i knew what it meant to ‘be with myself’ or rather, the concept of ‘being with myself’ has evolved, to the point where the concept i once knew looks nothing like what it is coming to mean / be today. back then, being with myself looked like being with my thoughts, mulling over…
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deliverance
on the first leg of the journey to bali, i watched a movie and a half first one was a hilarious korean movie about north and south korean army dudes that tried their best to split a winning lottery ticket lol idk if it was actually that hilarious because… well you know me i can…
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the sleaziest of them all
what makes a sleazy person? for me, it’s someone who is not honest with themself, and as such, delivers that dishonesty to others in their interactions, in their communication, in their actions. basically, they create their world around pretense and justify it as truth for whatever reason they consider ‘worthy’, ‘noble’, etc. they are constantly…
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lyft: impeded river
i picked up an airport ride a couple mornings ago, a young couple, one a med student, the other a photographer they met at the school of rock — yes, that’s a real thing!! it’s where kids come to learn music AND to learn the play music together and many students end up forming bands…
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lyft: law intern
i picked up a law intern yesterday, i’ll call him J i had the honor of taking him to the office on his last week of his internship he’s from la/oc, and is going to ny for law school his interest within law is around intellectual property (IP) turns out, he’s from around the same…
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lyft: nyc gals
i drove two girls visiting from new york to their last dinner in LA they were on a scouting trip, to see if they would like to relocate to LA and of course, the one thing they really liked about the west coast is that it’s so much more chill lol of everyone that visits…
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life as me
when i was younger i fell in love with snapshots of life when life was good or rather, when i perceived life to be good moments where i felt full loved connected seen admired preferred chosen pursued moments when life seemed to be going for me or rather what i perceived to be life to…
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inevitable (r)evolution
i can feel things shifting it feels natural yet new new yet natural natural in that i’m not consciously trying to shift anything also in that it feels easy, meant to be, simple i feel like i’m just a vessel… aren’t we all? everything within that wants to be, wants to come through, wants to……
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equations
the idea of ‘selfish’ as a legitimate adjective for anyone or any action is feeling more and more antiquated. there truly is nothing in life if not to live in integrity, in accordance with one’s truth, one’s desire, one’s happiness. i’ve heard someone share in conversation that he and his wife compromise and sacrifice so…
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Today is a New Ass Day
I had an interesting past couple days, feeling in and out of equilibrium, wanting to feel better, feeling better, and then feeling not great. I can’t say that it’s over or that I understand it all. It probably isn’t and I don’t. I did have a really nice journaling session yesterday that came out of…