Category: Life Lessons
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ex act ly me
I got off the phone feeling mildly heated Annoyed Flustered Soul and I just had “discussion” around which salsa was the one they liked – they were at the farmers market and wanted to buy the one we had eaten a few weeks back. I felt like I had explained what I knew and felt…
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how the tables have turned
one of the things i find myself blaming myself most often for is ‘i should have known better’ i should have known better. it’s a hard path to walk, not that the path is hard, but i make the path hard because with that accusation, i take away the lightness and the freshness of the…
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cheers
i had lunch with a new friend somewhere along the conversation, she shared with me that she respects her dad so much, that she looks up to him to most out of everyone she knows i smiled, my heart warmed i responded “that is so beautiful to hear…” and i could hear the habit within…
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just one
healing takes one person it takes one person to heal if you read what i write regularly, you know what i mean not that i write regularly but that you read what i write when i write whenever that happens to be lol anyway it’s quite a wonderful thing, that it takes one person to…
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letting go
i once participated in a year-long feminine leadership program. it was led by two females coaches. on one of the monthly 1:1 coaching calls, i shared about a recent experience with my dad or maybe it was an older memory about my dad, i don’t recall but basically, the experience i shared was one that…
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insecure
yesterday i had a day it was an okay day i think it started pretty good and then somewhere along the way, i started feeling bad like insecure and annoyed and frustrated blech. you know those kind of days? i felt like i was not good enough, like i was trying to meet, become, be…
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hbd Queen
it was my birthday on monday today is wednesday i chose to spend my birthday weekend in Monterey, at a music festival with my favorite people i had an absolute blast going into the weekend, i thought, man, it’s so nice to use my birthday as an excuse to do something fun because that’s how…
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a tablet i shall have
i want a drawing tablet. the end. lol. just thinking about creating and drawing on something electronic, completely free to try different techniques, tools, etc. sounds interesting and fun to me. getting funky with all kinds of colors, being able to erase things with a click, experiment with something completely new with a click, all…
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more of me, please
i feel like i’m coming back to something. idk exactly what. but actually, i feel like i’m always coming back to something. seems like the freaking theme of my life. i think i tried to make my writing about ‘something’. i think i wanted to be known for ‘something’. i think i wanted to be…
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Let’s Cry Together! Lol
Lately, I’ve been emotional. Like crying a lot. There’s nothing specific that I’m crying about again and again. I’m just crying when I feel things. And honestly, I am super loving it. I spent all of my high school through college through young adult years through my 20’s martyring myself – without knowing it, as…
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Rewrite My Past
After reading a section of the book Earth, I felt a desire to work with my timelines and rewrite my past in relation to my parents. I pondered, which part of my past with my parents did I want to rewrite? I thought back and realized, my parents have loved me well. I truly feel…