Category: Life

  • safe

    safe

    i never realized until… maybe today, how often i look for and think about safety lol what a sexy topic so exciting but really, it is it has been it’s a source of a lot of energy for me and a place for me to put a lot of energy to feel safe for me,…

  • new being pt 2

    new being pt 2

    i want to add onto my last post there’s one thing i want to highlight / expand on about my experience with the clenchy fist also, i like clenchy more than clenched it sounds and feels more fun lol anyway as i leaned into the experience of the fist vs visualize or intend something different…

  • new being

    new being

    i thought i knew what it meant to ‘be with myself’ or rather, the concept of ‘being with myself’ has evolved, to the point where the concept i once knew looks nothing like what it is coming to mean / be today. back then, being with myself looked like being with my thoughts, mulling over…

  • deliverance

    deliverance

    on the first leg of the journey to bali, i watched a movie and a half first one was a hilarious korean movie about north and south korean army dudes that tried their best to split a winning lottery ticket lol idk if it was actually that hilarious because… well you know me i can…

  • lyft: cvs + a very long story

    lyft: cvs + a very long story

    i picked up J yesterday he was an older gentleman who had finished work at cvs he seemed jolly even as he shared some horror stories of working at a cvs near downtown long beach here are some stories he shared: he mentioned that he was originally from cincinnati (spelling?) and naturally, i asked how…

  • soul good

    soul good

    yesterday morning found me wondering what i wanted to do, how i wanted to spend my time the thought of roller skating at the beach floated up in my mind so i packed my skates and headed to the basketballs courts near the beach where i knew the floor was smooth, except for some sandy…

  • lyft: life, love, creativity

    lyft: life, love, creativity

    i took A to the airport this morning A is a graphic designer originally from new jersey we touched so many aspects of life i don’t even really know where to start… we’ll start here he grew up being told that anything in the creative / artistic space is not a ‘real’ job, that life…

  • lyft: impeded river

    lyft: impeded river

    i picked up an airport ride a couple mornings ago, a young couple, one a med student, the other a photographer they met at the school of rock — yes, that’s a real thing!! it’s where kids come to learn music AND to learn the play music together and many students end up forming bands…

  • lyft: so many

    lyft: so many

    i have so many stories i want to share, since i started driving… and they keep growing with each day idk where to start it’s like picking a lemon from a tree with a million lemons any one will do and they’re all good in my opinion hahaha so today’s encounter is around… R, my…

  • life as me

    life as me

    when i was younger i fell in love with snapshots of life when life was good or rather, when i perceived life to be good moments where i felt full loved connected seen admired preferred chosen pursued moments when life seemed to be going for me or rather what i perceived to be life to…

  • sweet release

    sweet release

    releasing always feels good you know what doesn’t feel good right up to it happening? releasing lol in those moments, it’s always so… tumultuous tormenting torturous all the t-words and then when i finally let go let in let out let all … more t-words it’s torrential okay i couldn’t think of more t-words to…