In this moment of Life, I feel gratitude. I feel joy. I feel fulfillment. I feel flow. And this same moment of Life doesn't look anything like I thought it would, in order for me to feel gratitude, joy, fulfillment, flow. I work full-time in public accounting, also known as a soul-sucking corporate machine. It… Continue reading Still hungry
Category: Life
Like a charm
Man, it feels good to have this blank entry in front of me. Also, it's painful. Haha. I sit here wanting to write and the judgments introduce themselves. Really elementary judgments. Like feeling bad that I only write when I feel like it, and where's the craftsmanship in that? The dedication, the devotion to my… Continue reading Like a charm
My sincere ass prayer
Spirit, I welcome you. I invite you. Let's talk. Let's talk about my worthiness. I'd like to pick a bone with you. And I probably will get crap for talking crap on my life. But that's okay. Because I feel what I feel. I know what I know. And all that is MF valid. I… Continue reading My sincere ass prayer
Sounds good
The voice. Let the voice speak. My jaws have been feeling tight, as of late. Whether it's because of the transition back to working full-time and I'm more tired than usual. Or because I haven't been writing. I don't know. But I catch the tension that keeps sneaking back in. And I know, something wants… Continue reading Sounds good
Rising
The past month has been a quiet one for me. Somewhat of a sobering one. In the past, I might have said I lost my voice for a month. In the past, I might have apologized for my silence, to myself, to anyone that reads my stuff. In the past, I might have cringed and… Continue reading Rising
Welcome to the Mad Tea Party – 64/100
I saw this on my way home from work. Took me a second to read and comprehend it. When I did, it tickled me. Life really is exactly that sometimes - a mad tea party. Everyone is doing their best the best they know how. Everyone is wanting the best for themselves, in a non-narcissistic… Continue reading Welcome to the Mad Tea Party – 64/100
Reframing disappointment – 62/100
It wasn't until very recently that I've been operating life from a fear of disappointment. That wasn't very surprising, to be honest. It helped me understand why I didn't go for things, why I held my breath for the other shoe to drop, why I detached myself from desires, wants, hopes. To be honest, it… Continue reading Reframing disappointment – 62/100
