Blissed the Fuck Out

From the pages of my journal: riffing on the life I’m living and creating. I felt some kind of way sharing this. It feels super vulnerable, super too much, super just out there. But at the same time, why not? Why not bare it all? What is the difference between sharing the depths of my […]

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Time to play in my sandbox

I’ve spent a lot of life playing in other people’s sandboxes. Other ideologies. Other perspectives. Other’s desires. Other’s thoughts. Other’s values. Not that I took them on as my own. But I’ve spent a lot of life considering them, turning them over in my hands, my mind, my heart, deciding whether I would like to […]

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I am about Me

When I was a wee freshmen in high school, I made it a routine to buy a bagel and cream cheese, take it to the gym locker room (I had first period PE), and eat breakfast with a friend. It had been clearly communicated that there was to be no eating in the locker room. […]

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The only version: Me

There is only one version of me. I am the only me that ever was, is, and will be. So, who or what can tell me who or what I am? Who defines what is good or right or best for me? I have lived long enough – I would almost say too long, but […]

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Bad driving is fine with me

I learned something a while back that’s improved the quality of my life significantly. It changed the way I see things, relate with people, and drive. Yeah, drive. Like driving a car. That one thing I learned: Not everyone knows how to drive. That’s it. And to go further: Not everyone will ever learn to […]

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From the desk of your CEO and Captain,

I would like to thank you for being a courageous player in this Game of Life. I know you didn’t have to, or you could have been less involved or whatever. But you so daringly jump in, yielding relentlessly to faith, truth, freedom. Your desire to live and live fully is magnificent. You are a gorgeous […]

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Saturday musings on this journey – 22/100

Life is easier than I once thought. Kinder. Sweeter. Deeper. Wider. Brighter. Lighter. Happier. More full of joy. Hope. Love. Adventure. Connection. Exhilaration. Purpose. Peace. Grandeur. Possibilities. Fun. Freedom More infinite. Ha. All that I’d once expected, burn it all to the ground, disintegrate everything. Everything. Watch everything that had once been carefully curated, cultivated, […]

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Hungry and definitely foolish – 18/100

I once dated a guy who had something to say about the title of this blog, Hungry and Foolish. It comes from Steve Jobs, originally said, Stay hungry, stay foolish. This guy I dated said that he didn’t agree with the Foolish part, almost as if it was beneath him. Like the idea of being […]

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Okay fine, I was being dramatic – 4/100

My last couple posts were sort of low, so low to the point I wondered if I’m being melodramatic. And I kind of do think I was. In the past day, I realized something. I realized the way I told my high school story hasn’t changed… since high school. And now, through the last two […]

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Not my family’s keeper

It is my belief that family, those who we grew up with or were raised by, are not here for us to help them. It is my belief that they are here for us to help ourselves. I’ve tried so many times, too many to count, to reconcile with my parents. I’ve tried too many […]

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Keep that stale loaf away from me

As I waited at the edge of Santa Monica Blvd, for the little white figure across the street to tell me I could cross, a thought flitted across my mind, a thought about my writing, or lack thereof recently. I don’t have anything to say. I don’t have anything interesting to share. And even as […]

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3 words

Explorative, True, and Transformative Those are my three words for 2017. Explorative Looking back at the past couple years, I recognize the level of effortless commitment I experienced in finding and living my truth. And that involved stepping out of my comfort zone, leaving behind things that I felt no longer served me or my […]

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My education

Since I made the shift back in March to go broke and align myself with what I truly want to do, I’ve been educating myself. I’ve signed up for classes, joined empowerment groups, attended conferences, bought books (I’ve even read some of them heehee), etc. It’s so interesting, I’ve been raised to learn what I […]

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Beginning of a manifesto – 72/100

Have you ever felt like you’ve been asked all your life to live someone else’s life? Have you ever felt like the person you are is a stranger – to yourself? That the image staring back from the mirror couldn’t be further from who you are? Have you ever felt at a loss of words […]

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Why am I here? – 62/100

A question that’s been coming up recently is – How do I serve? Or, What is my gift and contribution to the world? Or, What is my capacity … ? There are so many ways to pose the question but it all boils down to one thing – Who am I? Okay, maybe to two things – […]

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That which does not serve you breaks you – 56/100

Back in the day, 9 out of 10 human beings that found out I was a runner, asked me if I listen to music when I run. 9 out of 9 times, I answered, No, hell no. For some reason, this always seemed to surprise them. I always gave the explanation – Listening to music […]

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You are invited – 53/100

This past weekend, a friend, Lauren, asked me a question that stopped me dead in my tracks. Before I share what my friend asked, I’d like to give some context around the situation. The question stemmed from an earlier conversation(s) in which I labelled what I was sharing as “woo-woo” and treated myself like I […]

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The process – 50/100

I turned off the lights. I pulled back the covers, slowly lowered myself on my bed, and laughed to myself saying, I think there’s something I’m forgetting to do… Whatever! And then I remember the 100 day challenge. Hahaha. My life. So here I am. Another day. There are so many moments in the day […]

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