Category: Personal Growth
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the sleaziest of them all
what makes a sleazy person? for me, it’s someone who is not honest with themself, and as such, delivers that dishonesty to others in their interactions, in their communication, in their actions. basically, they create their world around pretense and justify it as truth for whatever reason they consider ‘worthy’, ‘noble’, etc. they are constantly…
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lyft: life, love, creativity
i took A to the airport this morning A is a graphic designer originally from new jersey we touched so many aspects of life i don’t even really know where to start… we’ll start here he grew up being told that anything in the creative / artistic space is not a ‘real’ job, that life…
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ex act ly me
I got off the phone feeling mildly heated Annoyed Flustered Soul and I just had “discussion” around which salsa was the one they liked – they were at the farmers market and wanted to buy the one we had eaten a few weeks back. I felt like I had explained what I knew and felt…
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how the tables have turned
one of the things i find myself blaming myself most often for is ‘i should have known better’ i should have known better. it’s a hard path to walk, not that the path is hard, but i make the path hard because with that accusation, i take away the lightness and the freshness of the…
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cheers
i had lunch with a new friend somewhere along the conversation, she shared with me that she respects her dad so much, that she looks up to him to most out of everyone she knows i smiled, my heart warmed i responded “that is so beautiful to hear…” and i could hear the habit within…
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just one
healing takes one person it takes one person to heal if you read what i write regularly, you know what i mean not that i write regularly but that you read what i write when i write whenever that happens to be lol anyway it’s quite a wonderful thing, that it takes one person to…
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mom
about ten years ago, i had an ‘incident’ i was very involved in the church, serving as a teacher in high school ministry. i had amazing relationships with my students, sophomore girls. i knew they saw me a friend that they deeply respected i.e. someone with ‘authority’ who never pulled the authority card. i loved…
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making nothing out of something
i think i used to think of alignment (with higher self, source, god, etc.) as a thread, a very thin thread that i was to wrap my thoughts, words, actions, essence around, to connect with All That Is, to tap into my ‘true nature’, etc etc etc. like the thread is a certain standard, a…
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new Now
life is insane it is so real so fucking real the things we desire, the goodness we look for, the love we want, the everything we want to attract… it’s all real. it’s not just the real deal, it IS the deal. it IS the whole damn thing. the whole damn thing. i had a…
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equations
the idea of ‘selfish’ as a legitimate adjective for anyone or any action is feeling more and more antiquated. there truly is nothing in life if not to live in integrity, in accordance with one’s truth, one’s desire, one’s happiness. i’ve heard someone share in conversation that he and his wife compromise and sacrifice so…
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we are free
i remember learning about the pineal gland and its role in awakening, its connection to consciousness i also remember learning that fluoride was a chemical blocker, something that calcified the pineal gland, preventing people from awakening, seeing the truth, etc etc etc i remember being told that the ‘evil’ forces of the world (lol) made…