Category: Soul Work
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safe
i never realized until… maybe today, how often i look for and think about safety lol what a sexy topic so exciting but really, it is it has been it’s a source of a lot of energy for me and a place for me to put a lot of energy to feel safe for me,…
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new being
i thought i knew what it meant to ‘be with myself’ or rather, the concept of ‘being with myself’ has evolved, to the point where the concept i once knew looks nothing like what it is coming to mean / be today. back then, being with myself looked like being with my thoughts, mulling over…
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deliverance
on the first leg of the journey to bali, i watched a movie and a half first one was a hilarious korean movie about north and south korean army dudes that tried their best to split a winning lottery ticket lol idk if it was actually that hilarious because… well you know me i can…
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the sleaziest of them all
what makes a sleazy person? for me, it’s someone who is not honest with themself, and as such, delivers that dishonesty to others in their interactions, in their communication, in their actions. basically, they create their world around pretense and justify it as truth for whatever reason they consider ‘worthy’, ‘noble’, etc. they are constantly…
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life as me
when i was younger i fell in love with snapshots of life when life was good or rather, when i perceived life to be good moments where i felt full loved connected seen admired preferred chosen pursued moments when life seemed to be going for me or rather what i perceived to be life to…
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full sails
so many things are making sense as of late so many things are falling into place and by so many things, i mean, my understanding, awareness. everything was already there, not even waiting. they were just there. the aspects of my mind, body, soul, heart. all there. all here. being. just being. and i was…
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main character
i remember being 8 years old or so 3rd grade standing outside on the asphalt recess time gray sky, gray clouds hanging around i remember standing look out into the sky kids playing on the monkey bars, running around recess monitor walking around, hands clasped behind them and me standing alone looking out pulling from…
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she’s good
i wasn’t as productive as i wanted to be today my to-do list remains quite to-do-y normally, i can feel the anxiety and dread creeping up in the evening beckoning me to sit at the desk to log in to scramble to make up for lost time lost focus lost value and i realized, i’m…
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ex act ly me
I got off the phone feeling mildly heated Annoyed Flustered Soul and I just had “discussion” around which salsa was the one they liked – they were at the farmers market and wanted to buy the one we had eaten a few weeks back. I felt like I had explained what I knew and felt…
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how the tables have turned
one of the things i find myself blaming myself most often for is ‘i should have known better’ i should have known better. it’s a hard path to walk, not that the path is hard, but i make the path hard because with that accusation, i take away the lightness and the freshness of the…
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cheers
i had lunch with a new friend somewhere along the conversation, she shared with me that she respects her dad so much, that she looks up to him to most out of everyone she knows i smiled, my heart warmed i responded “that is so beautiful to hear…” and i could hear the habit within…