stories of becoming
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boxes on boxes on boxes
Soul and i carcamped in Santa Barbara last night it blows my mind, seeing how ‘far’ i’ve come before Soul, i would never have thought car camping in a non-rural area was possible not ‘possible’ in the sense of it being viable or actualizable, but possible in the sense of me feeling like it’s in…
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insecure
yesterday i had a day it was an okay day i think it started pretty good and then somewhere along the way, i started feeling bad like insecure and annoyed and frustrated blech. you know those kind of days? i felt like i was not good enough, like i was trying to meet, become, be…
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hbd Queen
it was my birthday on monday today is wednesday i chose to spend my birthday weekend in Monterey, at a music festival with my favorite people i had an absolute blast going into the weekend, i thought, man, it’s so nice to use my birthday as an excuse to do something fun because that’s how…
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boop beep boop
hello world stopping by to let you know i’m alive and very well probably well-er than ever before but i realize that’s a theme, always more xyz than before, trending in the better grander higher deeper magnificent-er direction. quite magical how that is the case all the time so easy so flow so good i…
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who you are
if you want to know who you are, let the sun tell you of your light if you want to know who you are, let the moon tell you of your mystery if you want to know who you are, let the wind across your skin tell you of the pleasure of being you if…
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Sweetness & the start of something new
Walking from the parking lot to the office this morning, I suddenly felt the fullness of the moment Sounds cheesy, right? I totally felt cheesy Looking up at the buildings, I didn’t realize that I would realize what this moment held until I was in it I didn’t think about what it really meant to…
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progress
here’s a real-life example of what progress looks like my mom called me the other day she said someone she knows, who i know as well, reached out to her saying that she wants to introduce me to a guy for the purposes of romance, dating, relationship, marriage, etc lol i busted out laughing when…
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detoxing like a mf
i started a 12-week detox mid-january it is a pretty intense cleanse, one i probably wouldn’t have thought to partake until this january when i heard about it. it focuses on hydrating the body like a mf, flushing out and healing the lymphatic system, the kidneys, the liver, the adrenals, endocrine, nervous system (!!), everything.…
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my mom’s daughter
the things i despised about my mom, the things that embarassed me about my mom, the things that made me roll my eyes about my mom, i see within myself now. the more time passes, the more respect i have for her. partly because i see where she is coming from, from my own experience…
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a tablet i shall have
i want a drawing tablet. the end. lol. just thinking about creating and drawing on something electronic, completely free to try different techniques, tools, etc. sounds interesting and fun to me. getting funky with all kinds of colors, being able to erase things with a click, experiment with something completely new with a click, all…
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home in my body
at a family gathering, someone asked me, so what do you eat? how do you stay in shape? it kind of surprised me, because i have not really been paying attention to these things. but i know that i’ve maintained a fairly healthy weight and muscle tone with very minimal effort. like none, really. my…