Today is a New Ass Day

I had an interesting past couple days,  feeling in and out of equilibrium,  wanting to feel better, feeling better, and then feeling not great. I can’t say that it’s over or that I understand it all. It probably isn’t and I don’t. I did have a really nice journaling session yesterday that came out of […]

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Love, a horrible thing

Love is a scary thing. Don’t do it. The risk is too big. The fall too hard. Love is a horrible thing. It makes you do weird things. Crazy things. Stupid things. It makes you become someone new. You stop knowing who you are. Sometimes people don’t recognize you anymore. Love is a terrible thing. […]

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When I, once a boulder, became the river – 39/100

I’ve been reading Deepak Chopra’s The Book of Secrets in the mornings. He writes about universal laws of life, our egos, spirituality, what it means to live consciously. A couple days ago, I read a chapter about time, how there is no time but now (secret #12). In it, he described the ways we misuse […]

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To be human – 38/100

On my way from Starbucks to my car, I overheard a guy sitting on some steps ask a passerby, Do you have some change, a dollar to spare? The passerby continued walking. I turned and said, Are you hungry? Can I get you something? The guy was bedraggled, dirty, unkempt. His hair was a matted mess, his […]

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What you chase owns you – 37/100

I’ve never been much of a goal-setter, until recently. But I did know how to chase. I chased many things before. A certain body image, money, recognition, social acceptance, security are just a few things I can name off the top of my head. And I don’t think I’ve ever attained or achieved those things. What […]

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Too good to be true – 36/100

Life is beautiful. Life is good. I came home from meeting an old friend for a coaching session, working on setting up the upcoming week, getting stuff done, and grabbing dinner with a cool person I met on a dating app. Life is good and beautiful not because of a certain thing, person, or food. […]

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Are you listening?

This post was chilling in my drafts for a couple months now. I didn’t even know it was there haha. I think I was afraid it was too… fuzzy and abstract or something to post or associate myself with. But I believe time always tells and as I read what had been written, I don’t deny I […]

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