Love, a horrible thing

Love is a scary thing. Don't do it. The risk is too big. The fall too hard. Love is a horrible thing. It makes you do weird things. Crazy things. Stupid things. It makes you become someone new. You stop knowing who you are. Sometimes people don't recognize you anymore. Love is a terrible thing.… Continue reading Love, a horrible thing

When I, once a boulder, became the river – 39/100

I've been reading Deepak Chopra's The Book of Secrets in the mornings. He writes about universal laws of life, our egos, spirituality, what it means to live consciously. A couple days ago, I read a chapter about time, how there is no time but now (secret #12). In it, he described the ways we misuse… Continue reading When I, once a boulder, became the river – 39/100

What you chase owns you – 37/100

I've never been much of a goal-setter, until recently. But I did know how to chase. I chased many things before. A certain body image, money, recognition, social acceptance, security are just a few things I can name off the top of my head. And I don't think I've ever attained or achieved those things. What… Continue reading What you chase owns you – 37/100

Too good to be true – 36/100

Life is beautiful. Life is good. I came home from meeting an old friend for a coaching session, working on setting up the upcoming week, getting stuff done, and grabbing dinner with a cool person I met on a dating app. Life is good and beautiful not because of a certain thing, person, or food.… Continue reading Too good to be true – 36/100

Stream of consciousness about the ocean, being comfortable with me, and happiness – 29/100

I find my way to the beach anytime, every time. I don’t stay away because I feel like something happens to me when I come here. I feel like I’ve come home. I feel centered, grounded, whole, and full. I don’t come with people because silence is necessary to hear, for the ocean to speak.… Continue reading Stream of consciousness about the ocean, being comfortable with me, and happiness – 29/100